babysitting!!!

my parents went to go see Becky and i am babysit Flyin for the week. starting today and i only seen him for about a half an hour today and he is doing fine i think. he is a big dog. he likes to jump on me and bite my hand to tell me he needs to go potty. he is such a big baby. did i tell u i have to sleep with him too cuz he is such a baby he can't sleep out side at night. so even though mom's house is cold i get to cuddle with there dog. Charily is staying over at the girls House for the week and i don't know how he is going to behave. so i am a little worried about that. i would bring him to mom's house but Flyin is a bully to smaller animals then he is. so this will be a fun week. i get to stay in a cold house and use the hottub all i want. hehehehe. Mike is coming over this weekend and i can't wait. i think we are going to the north shore again. this time i will bring my camera. he loves that place. so i was thinking that i should wait until Mike gets his own place before i move to the city's. cuz his mom is getting on his nerves. she is a neat freak. my sister was that way i hated it. so i kinda feel sorry for mike. but whatever i think he deserves it. he is kinda that way to me. so come back another time to see what happens next.

my baby girl!

well hello again, well i just realized in 3 more months it will be 1 year since my baby was born. that is so weird to me cuz to me it seems like it was just yesterday. to this day i still cant think of what she looked like when she was born. she was so small. she was only a foot long and only a pound. so that was really small. i know she looked like me but the way her skin was when she was born. the doc. tolled me what her skin was like when i was trying to get her out of me but i still can't think about how that would look. i mean she was dead for about 2 or 3 weeks before we found out. she was sitting in water the whole time. so i don't know i guess i will always try to imagine how she looked like that day. but every time i try to i think of a fat chubby baby. witch is fine with me cuz i eat so much then cuz i wanted a chubby baby. we figer if it happens it happens so there is no perisher on us. and if that happens we will do what we have to so it is not so much stress on us and we will get a good doc. this time. i mean i know it will not always be this way. so that will be ok. my dog helps me alot he keeps my mind on him and not on her. that is one of the reason i got him. but when i move to the city's it will be a sad day for me cuz i can't bring him with me. he will be living with JO and the girls. so i know he will be ok. i hope. it seems to me every time i get a pet i always have to give them up. i hate that. cuz i really want my dog. more then anything. i will allways love my baby no mater how many kids me and Mike have she will always be my baby , my kids will know about there big sister.

North Shore!

well i had fun last weekend with Mike. we all went to the north shore for the day on Sunday me Mike and his 3 year old son. we had lots of fun i did take picks but i had to buy a throw away camera so i can't get them on here. i forgot my camera. but wow the weather was grate. the colors of the leaves were beautiful. the waves were huge all most gobbled Mike and his son all up. but i saved them . the falls were very nice. there was allot of people there. but we all had fun. so we are going there when it is winter. it's a nice place to go to get away from it all. it's only 2 hours away so it's not far to go but far enuf to get away. oh Mike has a new car. it's vary nice cuz it only took $15 dollars to go to the north shore and back. i missed that guy so much. he was prefect all weekend. i was good too. so it was Mikes B_day last Sunday. so i got him some boxers that he loves and a husband card and when he read it he started to cry. how sweet is that. did anyone remember that my B_Day is next month on the 13 ? hmmmm did u? i hope u did. i will be the big 29. i am SO old. but i look good at 29. hehehehe bye

i don't know!!

how have u been? i have been working at grandma's for 3 weeks mostly on the weekend. its going good i just make salads. i am hoping to learn how to cook soon. i am still looking for another job. it's not looking good but i am still looking. Mike is coming up for the weekend and i can't wait. he said he is going to buy me food. well me and charily are walking every day and don't think he lost anything but i think i did. but that's all i have to say nothing good happening here is tower. so see u later

my new job!

well i had my first day of work today and i think it went good. i had to work with one of the guys that was hired. well the guy was sood but i think i was good too. he was nice but we will see. all i did was prep all day. it was ok it wasn't to hard to do. so i wor the rest of the week with that same guy. i think every one knows him but i was a sweet funny girl and i think they like me. so that was my day and i like it.

starting my new job

well tomorrow i will be starting my new job at the restaurant called grandma's as a cook and i can't wait i am so Bord sitting at home doing nothing. i am a little sad cuz i have to downgrade. the cook job is only 30 hours a week and i live all the way in Tower so all my money is going to gas. but it's ok as soon as i get the job and blow the 2 guys out of the water. i will learn how to cook and when i get good i can go to any restaurant and get a job as a cook so it's ok for now. so wish me luck! well i was thinking about the hotel job and i am not going to take it.

i can have 2 jobs!!!

well i have to make a decision, ok the hotel called this morning to ask if i still wanted that job. i think Aaron had something to do with that. cuz she said she would call some time next week and the next day after my interview they call me. weird! so i start work at the restraint on Wednesday morning and i don't even know i really got that job so i am thinking on calling the restraint and asking if i can start in the afternoon instead of in the morning so i can work in the hotel. well the hotel is a part time job and i will work like everyday. they pay $6.75 an hour so that is little money for me. so i was thinking if i do work for both job i would have to move to virginia some how. so what do u think?? these 2 jobs are the only ones that called i don't know if anyone else will call me for a job.