they are home!!!!!

they are home thank god or what every u want they are home. no more Flyin, well last night i took a hottub and when i went down stairs i seen the "BEAST" humping my pillow. for gross, and then he barked all night, i think he seen the cat. then as soon as 8 am came around there he was in my face and climbing all over me. so i don't care mom and dad came home. Flyin so not my problem any more YAHOOOOOO! so now back to my life. BORING !!!! bye bye

my first day!!

well it is not easy to babysit a big dog that is as spoiled as Flyin. let me tell u how my first day went, so the dog spent the whole day out side cuz i was babysitting the girls all day. but i did come back here for about a half an hour. i will just say it is like a zoo here. u let the dog in and u have to let the cat out. vary tricky thing to do. so anyways i finally come back to let the "BEAST " in and let the cat out. CRAZY so he went nuts but he was ok after awhile. did i tell u this place is FREEZING. it is always cold in here. and there coach don't even get me started on that. it's so uncomfortable to sleep on i think i sleeped a few hours last night. so i Finlay got to sleep and the next thing i know Flyin is putting his noise in my face. to go out side to potty at 8 am in the morning. mind u, i didn't get much sleep that night. so i let him out site and i bring him in and i was getting ready to make some food when the " BEAST " grabs dad's orange hat. the hat is to go for walks well i tolled him no so he started to freak out walking all over the house with that orange hat. so i called mom and dad to see were i can bring him or what to do with him. well i ended up bring him to Adam's house to play with his 2 dogs. he was all excited to go some where. so we got there and right away Adam's dog Rascal started to growl at Flyin. he was so scared so i got scared and again called up my dad. but i guess rascal does that to show Flyin who is boss. so i put him in the cage with the 2 dogs and Rascal tolled him who's boss's all right. i got so scared i all most started to cry cuz i do not like dog fights. so about 2 hours in i went to go see if the guys were ok and he was so sad i took the "BEAST" out and took him back home. did i tell u how cold it is here. i have no idea how they do it. so that was my first day. so i have 3 more days with the "BEAST" do u think i will make it? i hope i do. I MISS HEAT!!!!!

babysitting!!!

my parents went to go see Becky and i am babysit Flyin for the week. starting today and i only seen him for about a half an hour today and he is doing fine i think. he is a big dog. he likes to jump on me and bite my hand to tell me he needs to go potty. he is such a big baby. did i tell u i have to sleep with him too cuz he is such a baby he can't sleep out side at night. so even though mom's house is cold i get to cuddle with there dog. Charily is staying over at the girls House for the week and i don't know how he is going to behave. so i am a little worried about that. i would bring him to mom's house but Flyin is a bully to smaller animals then he is. so this will be a fun week. i get to stay in a cold house and use the hottub all i want. hehehehe. Mike is coming over this weekend and i can't wait. i think we are going to the north shore again. this time i will bring my camera. he loves that place. so i was thinking that i should wait until Mike gets his own place before i move to the city's. cuz his mom is getting on his nerves. she is a neat freak. my sister was that way i hated it. so i kinda feel sorry for mike. but whatever i think he deserves it. he is kinda that way to me. so come back another time to see what happens next.

my baby girl!

well hello again, well i just realized in 3 more months it will be 1 year since my baby was born. that is so weird to me cuz to me it seems like it was just yesterday. to this day i still cant think of what she looked like when she was born. she was so small. she was only a foot long and only a pound. so that was really small. i know she looked like me but the way her skin was when she was born. the doc. tolled me what her skin was like when i was trying to get her out of me but i still can't think about how that would look. i mean she was dead for about 2 or 3 weeks before we found out. she was sitting in water the whole time. so i don't know i guess i will always try to imagine how she looked like that day. but every time i try to i think of a fat chubby baby. witch is fine with me cuz i eat so much then cuz i wanted a chubby baby. we figer if it happens it happens so there is no perisher on us. and if that happens we will do what we have to so it is not so much stress on us and we will get a good doc. this time. i mean i know it will not always be this way. so that will be ok. my dog helps me alot he keeps my mind on him and not on her. that is one of the reason i got him. but when i move to the city's it will be a sad day for me cuz i can't bring him with me. he will be living with JO and the girls. so i know he will be ok. i hope. it seems to me every time i get a pet i always have to give them up. i hate that. cuz i really want my dog. more then anything. i will allways love my baby no mater how many kids me and Mike have she will always be my baby , my kids will know about there big sister.

North Shore!

well i had fun last weekend with Mike. we all went to the north shore for the day on Sunday me Mike and his 3 year old son. we had lots of fun i did take picks but i had to buy a throw away camera so i can't get them on here. i forgot my camera. but wow the weather was grate. the colors of the leaves were beautiful. the waves were huge all most gobbled Mike and his son all up. but i saved them . the falls were very nice. there was allot of people there. but we all had fun. so we are going there when it is winter. it's a nice place to go to get away from it all. it's only 2 hours away so it's not far to go but far enuf to get away. oh Mike has a new car. it's vary nice cuz it only took $15 dollars to go to the north shore and back. i missed that guy so much. he was prefect all weekend. i was good too. so it was Mikes B_day last Sunday. so i got him some boxers that he loves and a husband card and when he read it he started to cry. how sweet is that. did anyone remember that my B_Day is next month on the 13 ? hmmmm did u? i hope u did. i will be the big 29. i am SO old. but i look good at 29. hehehehe bye

i don't know!!

how have u been? i have been working at grandma's for 3 weeks mostly on the weekend. its going good i just make salads. i am hoping to learn how to cook soon. i am still looking for another job. it's not looking good but i am still looking. Mike is coming up for the weekend and i can't wait. he said he is going to buy me food. well me and charily are walking every day and don't think he lost anything but i think i did. but that's all i have to say nothing good happening here is tower. so see u later

my new job!

well i had my first day of work today and i think it went good. i had to work with one of the guys that was hired. well the guy was sood but i think i was good too. he was nice but we will see. all i did was prep all day. it was ok it wasn't to hard to do. so i wor the rest of the week with that same guy. i think every one knows him but i was a sweet funny girl and i think they like me. so that was my day and i like it.