this is mike!

well i think i am going to be ok my foot doesn't really hurt any more and i can walk on it now. but i have to take cephalexin for 10 days. so it's all good. well i just realized that my year has not started out so good. who knows what else is going to happen too me. i don't know but i think mike is bad luck cuz ever since i meet him nothing has been going good. but i still love the guy. so what can i do??? the thing is when i tolled mike about what happened to me he was well i am glad u are ok and hung up u know. and that was on Friday and he has not called to check up on me since. i guess he is not to worried and having to much fun cuz he is at his son's grandparents this weekend with his son. don't get me wrong i like our time apart and everything but he could have called to see if i am doing ok. but whatever u know. in the pic up there is mike he is a nice,sweet guy but he can be a bone head some times. he might look scary but he is not. that is just for looks. he is like a big teddy bear in side. u know bikes are suppose to look like they are a bad asses but he is a good guy.

i am hurting!

well i just thought it was another boring day today. until i tryed to move my left foot! it hurt SO bad so i looking at it and it was getting swollenso i looked at my right foot and it looked normal. so me and mom went in to see the doc. i needed help cuz i could not walk it hurt to much. the doc. said it might be an infection. so he gave me cephalexin and i take that every 6 hours and naproxen i take that twice a day.

and sent me home with.

so this is what i am eating so i can take the naproxen. and not be in pain.
so this was a good beginging to my day. i was going to go to work monday but i have a doc. app. to see if it is getting better. but if it gets worse by tomorrow i have to go see him tomorrow. so do i have good luck or what???

my tat's

this is my first tat, i got this one a year ago. i love the saying cuz i say it all the time. she is my little she devil. this one is on my right arm.

this is my secont tat. i love taz. this one is on my right leg.

this is my angel. i got this on on the 11th. this one is on my left arm. they do hurt but it is worth it in the end.

good news!

well i had an app. with my doc. today. we talked about what happened and what he will do to make shore this will not happen again and what i can do. i have to stop smoking and NO ONE can smoke around me. i have to stop drinking pop and eat better. he also said that as soon as we are ready to have another baby and i said about 3 mouths or so. we will want to try again. he said to tell him right away so he can get me on vitamins. he will be vary up to date with everything give me more test, more ultrasounds and by 26 weeks i get to go every 2 weeks instead of every month. he is going to give me an ultrasound that will see how much the baby moves and if the baby moves allot it's good but if it is not that would mean the placenta is going bad and we would have to deliver the baby A.S.A.P. he said he is going to pull all the stops and check for everything. he will show me how to keep track on how much the baby moves. i will be height risk. me and Mike are vary happy about what he said. the Doc. also said that because i was doing so good he didn't have to worry about me and Riley. but now he knows that no matter what my test are i am high risk. i am vary happy about it cuz i know the next time we get pregnant my baby will not die. we are in good hands i think. so if i want to louse all this weight before i get pregnant again i better work my ass off.

she devil!

hello again, well only 2 weeks left until i go back to work and i will be a little nerves. some of my co-worked would not ask anything but some others would want to know everything. they are going to ask why i didn't notice something wrong with the baby. and all i can tell them i don't know i guess i was to happy to and to excited, i thought she was sleeping allot i didn't know something like this could happen. then there is this one girl who is going to have her baby by the end of this month. since she found out she thought she was better then me cuz i didn't do everything by the book like she did. i did what i thought was right. well i went over to work like 2 weeks ago and she was there and she didn't even care i was there. she just stuck her nose up in the air and keeped on working. she probably thinks i did this to my baby. i think as soon as she has her baby and comes back she is going to rub it in my nose cuz that is the kind of chick she is now. well who ever knows me knows if this chick says something she shouldn't say to me i will have to get my piss and vinegar out and find Sarah's piss and vinegar and let her have it.

my baby girl!

this is my baby girl. she was a sweet little baby, she didn't do anything wrong she was happy. she liked to kick and play in my ribs and she loved to sit on my Balder. she loved her mommy and daddy but every time she hired her daddy she would go nuts.

this is where my little girl it today.

broke down!

well we all jumped in adam's car and we got about an hour and a half away and we turned around cuz the check engine light went on and off the whole way. we were so worried coming back. we didn't know if we were going to make it back. there was no heat in the car it was getting louder, the windows were fogging up and there was smoke coming from the back so we called JO and we seen her and we new we were going to be ok. but we finally made it back and as soon as adam stoped the car it really stared to smoke from the hood of the car. but as soon as he looked at it it was nothing big so he went to go buy the part and fixed it and i think it will be ok for now. it was fun. so that was my road trip bec's was sad we didn't come but i am glad we made it home in one peace. i guess i am bad luck or adam's car is worse then mine. anyways have a good day people.