freinds

well me and Mike are going to be friends. he is going to bring his son over this weekend cuz he has no where else to bring him. Mike will be moving to the citys with him mom and grandpa in like a week or so. so he can find a better job and get a place. but he is going to call or email me when he can. all i can say that he is a good guy but i don't think he is the guy for me. i just want to be friends with him. that's a good thing for me. anyways that is all for now.

single!!!!!

yes i am single again. i broke up with Mike last night and dropped him at his club house. it was kinda weird cuz to him he had no idea this was going to happen but i tryed to brake up with him for the last 2 weeks. he thinks the only reason i broke up with him is because of his drinking but it's allot more then that. well it all started a little after my baby was born. he stared calling me fat then he tryed telling me i have no idea what i am doing with my life and he wanted me to fix it , he though i was messing my life up and spending to much money that is why i was so broke but when he needed money i had it, i was lazy, i didn't clean my place up all the time lets not for get i am a housekeeper for most of the day so i come home and clean up after him and his son when he has him. so i do not clean every day he put me down and made me feel like i was beneath him. to him i was the fuck up. he tryed to make me feel sorry for him while he was making me feel like shit. i know that is all men but i do not have to put up with that EVER! so i got ride of him. i am happy that i did too. i will not feel like that again. i know he will try to convince me that he has changed but he will never change. i say he can try all he wants but he is an ex for a good reason. plus i really have no feelings for him at all. when we first went out i would get butterfly's in my belly when i kissed him and i do not get that any more. i don't feel anything when i kiss him. so i am glad he is gone. it's just me and the puppy now and thats the way i want it. so happy day. so now i am going to work on my self and feel better about my self.

CAMPING!!!!!

so me, Mike and the dog went camping yesterday. we went some where in the woods. some were between Tower and Ely. we just drove down a country rood and found a spot to camp. we borrowed my mom's tent and it was SO small it was a 2man tent but we would have been squished all night. well when we got there we forgot some stuff . we just wanted to go camping. so we got what we could think at the time. so anyways we got there and set up camp. we had fun we talked and stuff we were having fun. then at midnight we Herid wolfs i think they were like a half a mile away. they were howling at the moon so Mike howled back at them so i freaked out and got in the car with the dog. so Mike jumped in and we yelled at each other. Mike saying it will be ok. but all i can think about is the wolfs coming over to check it out and sniffing at the car. so all kinds of bad thought running though my head about wolfs. i was so scared so we left the tent and the chars behind. we headed back home and went to bed. the next morning i Herid the dog howling at 6am the funny thing about that is that is the time i have to get up for work every morning but anyways the dog sounded just like the wolfs we Herid last night. it was cute. so we got up tired as can be and went to go get the stuff we left behind. when we got there everything was left were we left it nothing was moved or anything what i was thinking last night. i freaked out for nothing but i was not going to take that chance. so we made breakfast and then left around noon. Mike wants to go back the next time we both have the same day off and camp all night so i tooled him we will see. i am a big chicken of wild animals. but i am sorry to say i have no pics to show u guys. but i did see a black bear when we were looking for a camp sight.