single!!!!!

yes i am single again. i broke up with Mike last night and dropped him at his club house. it was kinda weird cuz to him he had no idea this was going to happen but i tryed to brake up with him for the last 2 weeks. he thinks the only reason i broke up with him is because of his drinking but it's allot more then that. well it all started a little after my baby was born. he stared calling me fat then he tryed telling me i have no idea what i am doing with my life and he wanted me to fix it , he though i was messing my life up and spending to much money that is why i was so broke but when he needed money i had it, i was lazy, i didn't clean my place up all the time lets not for get i am a housekeeper for most of the day so i come home and clean up after him and his son when he has him. so i do not clean every day he put me down and made me feel like i was beneath him. to him i was the fuck up. he tryed to make me feel sorry for him while he was making me feel like shit. i know that is all men but i do not have to put up with that EVER! so i got ride of him. i am happy that i did too. i will not feel like that again. i know he will try to convince me that he has changed but he will never change. i say he can try all he wants but he is an ex for a good reason. plus i really have no feelings for him at all. when we first went out i would get butterfly's in my belly when i kissed him and i do not get that any more. i don't feel anything when i kiss him. so i am glad he is gone. it's just me and the puppy now and thats the way i want it. so happy day. so now i am going to work on my self and feel better about my self.