hi, my name is ally i am no one special. i live in a small town i work at the casino right out of town and i clean rooms there. i have a great fiance and we are living together.we were going to have a little girl but she passed away before she was born. her name is Riley. she passed away feb 10 2008. but we are going to try again to have anothere baby.I don't do much like i said i live in a small town. i have 2 big sisters and 1 big brother i am the baby of the family witch is nice some times. well when i get spare time i play on the comp. and watch TV. and go for walks.i babysit alot i watch my brothers 2 girls or watch my dad's dog. but when me and my fiance have money we like to go to the north shore to camp. like i said i am no one special. just some one who want to try something new.
Hurt feeling, icy stares, ridiculed beyond repair Momments wished away, never knowing what to say It's hard just to take it. my reason's are never good enough There are no real happy hello's I can tell the difference from those I am not the loved one whom they want to hug I get no comfort in time of need, assurance is not for me I am always in the wrong, i am always not so strong I often takes me to my knees I cry out "why always these hurtfull ways " I close up and into myself i go I vow never again my, will they know
written by PKL
I'm here for a reason
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. when you know which one it is. you will know what to do for that person. when someone is in your life for a reason. it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. they have come to assist you though a difficulty. to provide you with guidance and support. to aid you physically. emtionally or spiritually. they may seem like a god sent and they are. they are there for the reason you need them to be. then without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconveniet time. this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. sometimes they die. sometimes they walk away. sometimes they acted up and force you to take a stand. what we must realize is that our need has been met. our desire fulfilled. their work is done. the prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. some people come in to your life for a season because your turn has come to share. grow, or learn. they bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. they may teach you something you have never done. they usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. beleave lifetime relationships teach you lifetime lessons. things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. your job is to accept the lesson love. the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. it is said that love is blind. but friendship is clairvoyant.