my new job!

well i had my first day of work today and i think it went good. i had to work with one of the guys that was hired. well the guy was sood but i think i was good too. he was nice but we will see. all i did was prep all day. it was ok it wasn't to hard to do. so i wor the rest of the week with that same guy. i think every one knows him but i was a sweet funny girl and i think they like me. so that was my day and i like it.

starting my new job

well tomorrow i will be starting my new job at the restaurant called grandma's as a cook and i can't wait i am so Bord sitting at home doing nothing. i am a little sad cuz i have to downgrade. the cook job is only 30 hours a week and i live all the way in Tower so all my money is going to gas. but it's ok as soon as i get the job and blow the 2 guys out of the water. i will learn how to cook and when i get good i can go to any restaurant and get a job as a cook so it's ok for now. so wish me luck! well i was thinking about the hotel job and i am not going to take it.

i can have 2 jobs!!!

well i have to make a decision, ok the hotel called this morning to ask if i still wanted that job. i think Aaron had something to do with that. cuz she said she would call some time next week and the next day after my interview they call me. weird! so i start work at the restraint on Wednesday morning and i don't even know i really got that job so i am thinking on calling the restraint and asking if i can start in the afternoon instead of in the morning so i can work in the hotel. well the hotel is a part time job and i will work like everyday. they pay $6.75 an hour so that is little money for me. so i was thinking if i do work for both job i would have to move to virginia some how. so what do u think?? these 2 jobs are the only ones that called i don't know if anyone else will call me for a job.

i got a job!!

well i did get the cook job and i start Wednesday morning. but there is a catch. i have to compete with 2 other guys to really get the job. all i know that the other guys have no idea what they are doing and i do. well i think i do. so sarah if u know any little hints or whatever now is the time to tell me cuz if i do good and they fire the 2 other guys i could make some good money years down the rood. so i had a job interview today at a hotel and guess who i seen? my cousin Aaron. well i think he was waiting for me. so he just wanted to say hi but all i know is that him and dana work there. i didn't have time to talk to him. well when i was at my interview she said it is only $6 something an hour and they will only want me to work there is only some one calls in. i live all the way in tower that is about a half an hour to Virginia. so i am not taking that job. i am hoping some other places i applied for will still call me. well Mike as Finlay left for the cities he went to day and i am happy about that. i can do whatever i want know. so i am going to start cleaning up the appartment cuz if i do get the cook job i will be moving to virginia. so we will see.

to new beginning!!!!

well as u all know i quit my job at the bay and i am glad i did. i could not take the people there any more. so i went to Virginia to look for jobs and 3 people called me back. i have 1 job interview today at 3 at a restraint for a cook. if i get hired they will train me then another one is at a hotel but the interview is on Thursday morning. there is another one calling me from cook the town for a home to clean up but i called her back but she was not there so she has to call me back. i am waiting for the rest to call me if there is any more. i put my app. every were in Virginia. so we will see. so we will see what happens. anyway bye bye

freinds

well me and Mike are going to be friends. he is going to bring his son over this weekend cuz he has no where else to bring him. Mike will be moving to the citys with him mom and grandpa in like a week or so. so he can find a better job and get a place. but he is going to call or email me when he can. all i can say that he is a good guy but i don't think he is the guy for me. i just want to be friends with him. that's a good thing for me. anyways that is all for now.

single!!!!!

yes i am single again. i broke up with Mike last night and dropped him at his club house. it was kinda weird cuz to him he had no idea this was going to happen but i tryed to brake up with him for the last 2 weeks. he thinks the only reason i broke up with him is because of his drinking but it's allot more then that. well it all started a little after my baby was born. he stared calling me fat then he tryed telling me i have no idea what i am doing with my life and he wanted me to fix it , he though i was messing my life up and spending to much money that is why i was so broke but when he needed money i had it, i was lazy, i didn't clean my place up all the time lets not for get i am a housekeeper for most of the day so i come home and clean up after him and his son when he has him. so i do not clean every day he put me down and made me feel like i was beneath him. to him i was the fuck up. he tryed to make me feel sorry for him while he was making me feel like shit. i know that is all men but i do not have to put up with that EVER! so i got ride of him. i am happy that i did too. i will not feel like that again. i know he will try to convince me that he has changed but he will never change. i say he can try all he wants but he is an ex for a good reason. plus i really have no feelings for him at all. when we first went out i would get butterfly's in my belly when i kissed him and i do not get that any more. i don't feel anything when i kiss him. so i am glad he is gone. it's just me and the puppy now and thats the way i want it. so happy day. so now i am going to work on my self and feel better about my self.