Sunday, March 09, 2008

she devil!


hello again, well only 2 weeks left until i go back to work and i will be a little nerves. some of my co-worked would not ask anything but some others would want to know everything. they are going to ask why i didn't notice something wrong with the baby. and all i can tell them i don't know i guess i was to happy to and to excited, i thought she was sleeping allot i didn't know something like this could happen. then there is this one girl who is going to have her baby by the end of this month. since she found out she thought she was better then me cuz i didn't do everything by the book like she did. i did what i thought was right. well i went over to work like 2 weeks ago and she was there and she didn't even care i was there. she just stuck her nose up in the air and keeped on working. she probably thinks i did this to my baby. i think as soon as she has her baby and comes back she is going to rub it in my nose cuz that is the kind of chick she is now. well who ever knows me knows if this chick says something she shouldn't say to me i will have to get my piss and vinegar out and find Sarah's piss and vinegar and let her have it.

9 comments:

Skip said...

She won't think that and she won't say that.no body would be that mean. she proubly feels as bad as you would feel if something happened to her baby. you'r being hard on yourself for no reason

just little ol' me said...

we will see.

Anonymous said...

Hello ally..I have a friend a dear friend been threw alot of things she has..She lost her 14 yr old daughter in Novemebr this past...I was devestated for her.I wanted to hug her so bad at her daughters funeral. and I was scared to. she to was so afraid to go back to work which was 8 days after ...She was so scared to. She knew there'd be some with endless questions, some who would just stare and others that would not act any different. She told me she just hated to go back. She evan had nightmares the nite before. We got togather with another Friend and filled up her nite the night before. She said it was so what she needed. She was so glad we did that!! I know (well don't really know) but feel it will be okay. you can't change how they think or are... you just worry about yourself and what you need. And you know what no one can tell you what you should of known.You love that little girl and thats all that matters I think!!
pss.. I think you should just try to redo it...umm it could of went to drafts or something in the publishing part..i will check it out..you have the same template as me so like your login page after you have login should have the edit prfile on it..i think!!

Attie said...

I think you may have hit the customize button and readd it..becuse it is on your blogger prifile that when you log in under your pic should be edit profile.
I think it just got deleted from the customize part!! hope thats it!!

sulli said...

Ally, you know that your being too hard on yourself right? there will be people with questions, and they dont neccesarily mean bad by them. Some people feel it is helpful for a grieving person to talk about what happened. some will only want to try to help. And the one, I am almost positive wont be cruel. She is not the same spoiled child she was before this all happened. She is a mother too now. Mothers tend to understand each other a little better. And if she wants to be cruel, just stay calm and tell her its time she grows up. You dont need piss and vinegar for that... You will do whats right, and I am sure so will she. And if not, go ahead...give her my number... Dont worry so much about things you can not control. What happened to riley had nothing to do with you. You know this, Dr pasal told you what the problem was. Nothing you could have controled. Weather or not you did things by the book.

just little ol' me said...

i know i know i know, just a little worried that's all. u know this should have not happend to her. and i do not want people asking every little detale. but we will see how this other chick will act when i see her. jettie, i know i still have my profile but i can't change it and i can't get it back on my blog.i do not need anything. i will get over it. thank u to every one. i just do not want to look difrent to other people becuz of this. i am the same girl i was just a little sader.

sulli said...

Hey ally, if you dont want to tell every detail...dont. just tell them you prefer not to talk about it. Most people will respect that. if they dont like it...tell them... "get over it." we know you can say that. and as far as the other girl doing things "by the book", remember when I told you that if there is one book that says to do things this way, youll find five others saying to do the same thing a different way. There is no "BOOK" with all the right answers.

sulli said...

oh, p.s good luck with your job interview... how did your appt go today?

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