to a better life!

well everything is looking better. work is slow but it will pick up soon. Finlay got payed but still have no money. i have to pay rent some how. i called the old folks home and the boss is gone and i don't know when he will be back. well after Riley was born we decided that i am going to louse all this weight and get healthier then i was with Riley. so it will be better for our next baby. but i just want a baby now cuz we were so close u know so i just thought mike would want to get pregnant sooner but he is standing his ground. witch i do not blame him but i was mad about it all i want is a baby but i have to get healthier to have another baby with him. so that's what i am going to do. i am going to stop smoking on Tuesday and stop drinking pop and walking every day and all kinds of stuff to save my money. life is vary expensive and it's going to get even more expensive tomorrow. so here is to u for a better life.