Tuesday, August 19, 2008

single!!!!!

yes i am single again. i broke up with Mike last night and dropped him at his club house. it was kinda weird cuz to him he had no idea this was going to happen but i tryed to brake up with him for the last 2 weeks. he thinks the only reason i broke up with him is because of his drinking but it's allot more then that. well it all started a little after my baby was born. he stared calling me fat then he tryed telling me i have no idea what i am doing with my life and he wanted me to fix it , he though i was messing my life up and spending to much money that is why i was so broke but when he needed money i had it, i was lazy, i didn't clean my place up all the time lets not for get i am a housekeeper for most of the day so i come home and clean up after him and his son when he has him. so i do not clean every day he put me down and made me feel like i was beneath him. to him i was the fuck up. he tryed to make me feel sorry for him while he was making me feel like shit. i know that is all men but i do not have to put up with that EVER! so i got ride of him. i am happy that i did too. i will not feel like that again. i know he will try to convince me that he has changed but he will never change. i say he can try all he wants but he is an ex for a good reason. plus i really have no feelings for him at all. when we first went out i would get butterfly's in my belly when i kissed him and i do not get that any more. i don't feel anything when i kiss him. so i am glad he is gone. it's just me and the puppy now and thats the way i want it. so happy day. so now i am going to work on my self and feel better about my self.

Sunday, August 10, 2008

CAMPING!!!!!

so me, Mike and the dog went camping yesterday. we went some where in the woods. some were between Tower and Ely. we just drove down a country rood and found a spot to camp. we borrowed my mom's tent and it was SO small it was a 2man tent but we would have been squished all night. well when we got there we forgot some stuff . we just wanted to go camping. so we got what we could think at the time. so anyways we got there and set up camp. we had fun we talked and stuff we were having fun. then at midnight we Herid wolfs i think they were like a half a mile away. they were howling at the moon so Mike howled back at them so i freaked out and got in the car with the dog. so Mike jumped in and we yelled at each other. Mike saying it will be ok. but all i can think about is the wolfs coming over to check it out and sniffing at the car. so all kinds of bad thought running though my head about wolfs. i was so scared so we left the tent and the chars behind. we headed back home and went to bed. the next morning i Herid the dog howling at 6am the funny thing about that is that is the time i have to get up for work every morning but anyways the dog sounded just like the wolfs we Herid last night. it was cute. so we got up tired as can be and went to go get the stuff we left behind. when we got there everything was left were we left it nothing was moved or anything what i was thinking last night. i freaked out for nothing but i was not going to take that chance. so we made breakfast and then left around noon. Mike wants to go back the next time we both have the same day off and camp all night so i tooled him we will see. i am a big chicken of wild animals. but i am sorry to say i have no pics to show u guys. but i did see a black bear when we were looking for a camp sight.

Thursday, July 31, 2008

my little man!!!







well we just got home at 12pm and all he wanted to do is sleep. this is my little man i just got him yesterday . he is only 3 months old i had to go all the way to sarah's house to get him. he doesn't have a name right now but he will. well i went over to mom's and she just fell in love with him as soon as he seen him. then i went over to my brother's and the kids loved him Bailey wasn't even scared of him. she gave him a kiss. it was so cute. so what do u think of my little man???

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

i am out of here!!!!

well i am going to sarah's house tomorrow Morin and i am going to bring grandma's cat with me. they do not want it any more. because bec is allergic to that sweet little black cat. but what ever i guess. the cat will love it there. so i might be bring some thing back. i will post it when i get back. i am so excited about it. so stay tone to this Chanel.

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

I AM BACK!!

Hello again. i have the net back and TV YAHOO!!!! so i am back in the real world again. so nothing new with me just working and trying to think of things to do that do not cast allot.

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

looking for a small dog!!

hello well there is nothing new with me. i was just wondering if any one new if anyone was seling a small day? i cheap small dog??? well if u do let me know ok. thanks

Monday, July 07, 2008

it was a good 4TH!

well the 4Th was so much fun. we all went to the pride. the kids got lots of candy then later that day we went to see the fire works. there were alto of drunk people. me and Dan were walking around with Bailey and some guy who was drunk wanted to dance with me but i said no cuz i had Bailey and then he grabbed Dan. it was so funny she was all worried but as soon as the guy grabbed Dan's hand Adam came in so i took Dan and walked away. the guy got thrown out of the street dance. Dan and Bailey got Bord so we walk to the gas station to see Jo but when we were walking back Dan seen the guy again and got scared but i tooled her the guy would go to jail if he tried to come back and he did go to jail that night. so Dan was not so freaked out anymore. then we all waited to see the fire works and all of a sudden some guy plowed in to me. when i was just about to yell at him he stared running again and there was a cop right behind him. i guess he ran all the way to the gas station before the cops got to him. i guess the guy punched some girl in the face and nocked some of her teeth out. it was exciting so that is what happened on the 4TH of July. i have finally got my gov. check YAHOOO!!!!!!!!! so i am not that broke right now. so me and Mike are going to go out and do something tomorrow. i am so glad i got it cuz i had NO money and i need stuff. so that's all i have for right now . but Sarah do not get to mad at Dan it was just a free phone. oh yeah Dan lost her phone too while she was here. KIDS!!!!!!!!!