well hello everyone! i do not have much to say. all i can say is the snow is melting the sun is shining and it is getting warmer. work is getting busy, Mike is making food, and everything is going good right now. i was coming home from work today and i was listening to the radio and there was a country singer just singing away and all i heard was something about a baby girl and when i was walking up to my place all i thought about is it would be really nice to come home and mike holding our baby girl in his arms and saying look mamma's home with a big smile on his and hers faces. anyways everything is ok we will have another baby or 2. Mike wants a boy and i want another girl. so we will see what we will get. it could be more then 2 could be 3 i don't care really how many we have as long as they are healthy and alive. i mean i am kinda over it but i still think about it. and that's ok with me. i have to tell u that there was another girl who was pregnant when i was pregnant and she just had her baby 1 week ago. she had a baby girl and she came in to work one day with her baby girl and yes i all most started to cry. but i didn't. she was a cute baby but i really didn't get a good look cuz i was scared and i was shaking alot but all i really seen was her pink little head. so i talked to mike and we mite be starting sooner to have another baby. u guys can say all u want but u are not in my shoes. it is alot harder then u think. so anyways that's about it nothing new here but working and stuff. so have a good night.
Saturday, April 12, 2008
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I read your blog, then went and soaked in a hot bath, thinking of you, mike, riley, and all of us. You are right about one thing ally, we do not know the depth of your hurt over Rileys death. It is hard for us even to imagine. It does`nt matter how many children you have, you will forever miss Riley. As will her aunts, uncle, and grandparents. We all loved her, we all miss her, and we will never forget her either. It is ok if you wanted to cry when you saw that baby at work, i cried at zups the other day when a friend asked how you are doing, and i am very certain your sisters and brothers and dad have had moments like this too. Your little girl was very much loved, wanted and terribly missed Ally. So when you see a baby and you think of Riley, just be happy that baby made it into this world, just keep loving remembering your little angel. You will know when the day comes that you are ready to try again, and we will all be there when that day comes.
Mom said it all. We love you very much.
thank u so much , i miss her too. but me and mike are ready to try again. so if one day i come to u and say i am having another baby just be happy. i mean u never know we could be pregant next month or something u never know just be happy. and no i am not pregant right now. but we are trying. just be happy for us, we are ready. i think it's ok to try now and so does mike. so don't tell me why we should wait. i think if we can make it thought this we can make it though anything. so just be happy for us.
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