my life as a goose farmer!

well our little goose survived the cold and he is doing good he is getting bigger now but he still has no feathers right now. we need a name for him/ her cuz we do not know what it is. so what should we call are goosey goose thats his name right now. Mike is staying at his foundry for the week cuz he has no money to drive to Virgina to Tower all week so i have the whole week to my self and i am SO Bord. but it is nice all well. i am doing good nothing new with me i do not do much. i do not tell story's , i do not have a garden and i didn't go to dan's b_party. but 1 day i will have a good story, i will have a garden and i will go see dan and her little bro. but until then i am so Bord! so i was just wondering something. ok we have a goose and he will get big and fat. he is one day going to be supper. so sarah do u know how to gut a goose? i am asking u becuz u are the hunter in the family. like u always tooled me try something new and as soon as goosey goose is big and hat that will be something new. i mean u are going to eat your chickens right?? so let me know ok. maybe we will get some chickens too.

to a good life!

well it's a beautiful day out today took my walk and went to the doc's yesterday and i have lost like 17 pounds in 3 months. so i think that is cooooooooool. and he tolled us when the best day is to get pregnant and he was really nice to us. mike went with me. i got my vitamins and some folic acid pills. that will help the placenta better. so all is well. mike got a baby goose the other day it's SO cute. it followed me around all day and was sleeping in my arms like a little baby. but the goose lives out at mike's foundry so i hope the little guy doesn't get scared or to cold. but anyways all is good here in our little family.

there are better day!

well i just taked to my landlord and my rent it only $5.00 a month but i have to pay some how $579.00 for the 2 months i didn't pay for feb and march and i tolled him i do not know how i am going to pay for that and he said pay what i can each month. so that's good. but $5 a month can u belave that? that so cool. i am so happy about that. so it is getting better 1 day at a time so it's all good right now. well i just wanted to tell u the good news. so have a good day.

all is good!!

well hello everyone! i do not have much to say. all i can say is the snow is melting the sun is shining and it is getting warmer. work is getting busy, Mike is making food, and everything is going good right now. i was coming home from work today and i was listening to the radio and there was a country singer just singing away and all i heard was something about a baby girl and when i was walking up to my place all i thought about is it would be really nice to come home and mike holding our baby girl in his arms and saying look mamma's home with a big smile on his and hers faces. anyways everything is ok we will have another baby or 2. Mike wants a boy and i want another girl. so we will see what we will get. it could be more then 2 could be 3 i don't care really how many we have as long as they are healthy and alive. i mean i am kinda over it but i still think about it. and that's ok with me. i have to tell u that there was another girl who was pregnant when i was pregnant and she just had her baby 1 week ago. she had a baby girl and she came in to work one day with her baby girl and yes i all most started to cry. but i didn't. she was a cute baby but i really didn't get a good look cuz i was scared and i was shaking alot but all i really seen was her pink little head. so i talked to mike and we mite be starting sooner to have another baby. u guys can say all u want but u are not in my shoes. it is alot harder then u think. so anyways that's about it nothing new here but working and stuff. so have a good night.

i got the job!

it is still snowing out and it is bugging me. it's cold out too. anyways i guess i got the job at the old farts home. the boss said i could start at the end of this month but i have to go over there tomorrow after work to talk about when i can start working midnights. so YAHOO!!!!

snow! snow!

so this is what we woke up to this morning!! the white truck it's Mikes. can u believe this. we got a lot of snow and it's still coming down.

to a better life!

well everything is looking better. work is slow but it will pick up soon. Finlay got payed but still have no money. i have to pay rent some how. i called the old folks home and the boss is gone and i don't know when he will be back. well after Riley was born we decided that i am going to louse all this weight and get healthier then i was with Riley. so it will be better for our next baby. but i just want a baby now cuz we were so close u know so i just thought mike would want to get pregnant sooner but he is standing his ground. witch i do not blame him but i was mad about it all i want is a baby but i have to get healthier to have another baby with him. so that's what i am going to do. i am going to stop smoking on Tuesday and stop drinking pop and walking every day and all kinds of stuff to save my money. life is vary expensive and it's going to get even more expensive tomorrow. so here is to u for a better life.